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The Morning Pages We Never Meant to Write

August 01, 20264 min read

The Morning Pages We Never Meant to Write

There is a copy of The Artist’s Way somewhere in almost every creative person’s life.

Sometimes it sits pristine on a shelf, bought during a hopeful phase where you promised yourself this would be the year you finally became more creative, more disciplined, more you.

Sometimes it is filled with highlights and folded corners from a season where your entire inner world felt cracked open.

And sometimes it becomes less of a self help book and more of a quiet little companion you return to when life starts pulling you too far away from yourself.

I do not actually think The Artist’s Way is about becoming an artist.

Not really.

I think it is about remembering who you were before the world interrupted you.

That sounds dramatic, but stay with me.

Because somewhere between jobs, grief, heartbreak, bills, burnout, scrolling, people pleasing and trying to hold it all together, most of us slowly stop listening to ourselves properly.

We become functional.

Efficient.

Reachable.

Productive.

But not necessarily connected.

And then along comes Julia Cameron asking you to sit down every morning and write three pages of complete honesty before the rest of the world gets hold of you.

No filters.

No audience.

No performance.

Just you and your own mind.

Which is honestly terrifying.

People talk about “Morning Pages” like they are some soft aesthetic ritual involving candles and jazz music.

In reality, half the time it is just aggressively scribbling your thoughts while tired and emotionally unstable with yesterday’s mascara still under your eyes.

But that is kind of the beauty of it.

The pages are not supposed to be polished.

They are supposed to be truthful.

And truth is rarely neat.

I think that is why this book has lasted for decades while so many other self help trends disappear into the internet void.

Because it is not trying to turn you into somebody impressive.

It is trying to strip away all the noise that stopped you hearing yourself clearly in the first place.

That feels strangely radical now.

We live in a world where everything has become content.

Every hobby needs monetising.

Every thought becomes a caption.

Every healing journey apparently requires a pastel infographic and a podcast launch.

Even rest now feels performative.

But The Artist’s Way quietly says:

Go for a walk.

Buy yourself flowers.

Write badly.

Notice things.

Stop waiting to be good enough before you begin.

It sounds simple until you realise how many people genuinely do not know how to create without judging themselves halfway through.

That is the real block for most people.

Not lack of talent.

Fear.

Fear of being cringe.

Fear of wasting time.

Fear of not being brilliant immediately.

Fear that your voice does not matter.

So people stay silent instead.

They never paint.

Never write.

Never sing.

Never start.

Never even let themselves enjoy things fully because somewhere along the line adulthood convinced them joy had to be earned through productivity.

I think The Artist’s Way understands something important about creativity.

Creativity is not just about art.

It is about aliveness.

It is about feeling connected enough to yourself to notice beauty again.

And maybe that is why so many people return to the handbook during periods of reinvention.

After breakups.

During burnout.

After grief.

During career changes.

In moments where life no longer fits properly and they are trying to figure out who they are underneath all the surviving.

Because the exercises are not really about becoming more creative.

They are about becoming more honest.

Some days your morning pages will contain profound breakthroughs.

Other days it will literally just be complaints about your life, your inbox, your exhaustion and somebody annoying you in Tesco.

Both count.

Because the point was never perfection.

The point was returning to yourself consistently enough that your own voice stops sounding unfamiliar.

And honestly?

In a world this loud, that might be the most artistic thing any of us can do.


REFLECTION TOPICS

  1. Creativity

  2. Self reflection

  3. Morning Pages

  4. Reinvention

  5. Inner voice


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Kay Johal

Kay Johal

Kay Johal is the writer behind Kandidly Kay, a reflective space exploring identity, grief, personal growth and the quiet moments that shape us.

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